Illusion

Err, no?

Sat, 21 Nov 2009 22:20:57 GMT

So, I'm laying in bed this morning and my other half is still asleep. I let my mind wander for a bit.
First thought is the massive amount of soft toilet paper I bought yesterday. Then the amazingly cute box of tissues I bought just cause there was a fluffy kitten on it. Then Hello Kitty came to mind, and all my obsessiveness. Dundundun, the bedsheets are HK... So i was thinking if someone had an unhealthy obsession like loving Mr. Hasslehoff. Then thinking about bedsheets, that'd be fucking creepy..... Then i thought all the stationary of hello kitty i have, and thought about it as the Hoff. Then, crazy as i am, thought 'well, you know, obsessions are weird.. Why not a Hoff vibrator?' Yes, weird... Then the name came to mind, The Hoff Knot. Bwahahahaha.. Disgusting, no? xD

Hmm

Mon, 09 Mar 2009 22:34:59 GMT

Did anyone see the awesomely yellow moon last night/this morning? It was truly beautiful. :D

Writer's Block: Almost Famous

Mon, 09 Mar 2009 07:56:36 GMT

What celebrity do you think looks like you? What celebrity do other people say you look like?

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My hubby says I look like Katy Perry. O.o

Writer's Block: Daily Grind

Tue, 24 Feb 2009 08:23:19 GMT

Describe your morning routine.

Submitted By its_miley

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Wake up by the alarm, go back to sleep, wake up by another, go back to sleep, wake up by another, go to the bathroom, boil the kettle, get dressed, make coffee, smoke while the kettle's boiling, drink coffee, go to work.

Not a very good routine, but at 4am, do you really need a complex routine?

Writer's Block: Tricky Questions

Thu, 22 Jan 2009 13:19:12 GMT

What is your first reaction when someone says "I need to talk to you"?

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"I'm screwed."

Writer's Block: Clothing Options

Thu, 22 Jan 2009 13:16:40 GMT

When it comes to clothes, would you rather be comfortable or fashionable?

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For me, it depends on the occasion. I prefer to be as comfortable as possible, without looking like a complete dag. But some days, I just cbf worrying about what people think and wear the most daggy stuff. xD

Why...

Sat, 17 Jan 2009 16:20:26 GMT

Why are we so focused on living? Why are humans so focused on living with the current reality when we know it's going to change within a few minutes? Why do we all have "problems", instead of differences? It's so stupid, really.

No, this is not a dramallama post. This is a post of realisation.

Why are we so focused on living and making ourselves something, when we are never going to be remembered in 50 years and have really no point to making a difference to the world? The world is doomed, humanity is doomed, and in the end, everything we know now will be dead.

Why are we so focused on being??

Illusion is a spider magnet..

Sun, 11 Jan 2009 00:08:49 GMT

Aaaand, I woke up to yet another giant garden spider on the ceiling above my head.

First; we had one on the back window of the car, that vanished and when we parked, was on my window. >___>
Second; he decided he didn't like that I told mum to kill him, so he haunted me from the other side of my bedroom window.
Third; sat on the glass right next to the front door when I had to leave for work at 5.30am. Yes, I couldn't see shit and ran for my life.
Fourth; ceiling creepiness, that, thank god, the cats spotted before it went into my pile of plushies. -pats kitty-

Sun, 04 Jan 2009 09:08:09 GMT

Dear friends,

illusion is having a really bad day and apologises for any thing she has done/ said to people that has been offensive or mean, even just a little.

She's currently going through tough times with her mind and will be snappy, and will refuse to take shit from anyone - friend or foe.

She hopes to be better by next week, with her dose of medication raised and mood stabilizers. She apologizes though, as she won't be very much fun for quite a while.

She also apologizes for this dramallama post, but she needs to get it out in the open. Last time she was feeling like this, she relapsed, and she doesn't want anyone to see her break down or even see her in her current state.

She also apologizes to all furries that wanted to meet up and hang out. She's just not capable of it right now.

She will miss her friends, but needs to do this.

-illusion

Writer's Block: Easy Like Sunday Morning

Mon, 29 Dec 2008 00:57:30 GMT

Ah, Sunday, the day of rest. What's your favorite way to spend a Sunday morning?

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Sleeping

any furries still in perth?

Wed, 10 Dec 2008 22:33:32 GMT

I'm curious if there's any furries that haven't gone to midfur o-o
I'll be heading into the city for about 8.30-9, depending on if I wait around joondalup to buy a packet of smokes or not. :/

Soooo... if anyone's bored and wants to hang out with a lonely furry, I'll be in the city from 8.30-9 to 2-2.30 as I have to work this afternoon x___x

Wed, 03 Dec 2008 21:13:07 GMT

I reject your reality and.. cover it in porn magazines!

That is all..
-illusion

EDIT:: epic lol of the day:
found in the safe's area of the bank that I clean, a printed A4 sheet of a badge saying "please take a number and stick it on your ass"
the dudes watching me on camera will probably be like "wtf is she laughing at? o-o"

Tue, 02 Dec 2008 09:37:13 GMT

Okay, this goes out as a warning to all furries that talk to me. No, it's not a dramallama post, so don't you dare comment that it is.

I've been having quite a rough time with life lately, almost going through relapses and my mind giving me complete hell. I'll be on the edge for the next few weeks to months, so please, for your own safety I guess you could say, don't push my buttons.

Hopefully I'll be able to sort myself out, without having to relapse, but just please, be the good furries that you are and be kind to me.
[I'm also trying to quit smoking, which probably doubles the stress I'm feeling...]

That is all.
-illusion

R.I.P. Shnoogles

Sat, 29 Nov 2008 12:36:32 GMT

12-05-08 - 29-11-08
Poggles and I will miss you dearly. You were one of the best goldfish I knew.

Rest in peace, in fishy heaven...

Raiiiiiiiinbow~

Fri, 28 Nov 2008 11:36:52 GMT

Your rainbow is shaded green.

What is says about you: You are an intelligent person. You feel strong ties to nature and your mood changes with its cycles. Those around you admire your fresh outlook and vitality.

Find the colors of your rainbow at spacefem.com.

mooooooney~

Thu, 27 Nov 2008 12:45:25 GMT

since illusion has been such a hard worker [tehehe lol] she's rewarding herself with new ears and hair from wildilocks! yes, I know I'm a herm, but I'm still part female dammit D:<

hmm, what else... I've started reading again! mainly cause I found another book I wanna buy but I'm forcing myself to finish my other books first xD

Ohaiyo gozaimasuuuu~

Fri, 21 Nov 2008 13:58:41 GMT

Well, I'm kinda bored. o___o
Thought I'd post my random shitz.

Cheese!

Kitty is now awake

Sun, 02 Nov 2008 12:53:18 GMT

Well, LJ tells me that I haven't updated in 25 weeks.
Yus, if you were all wondering, I am still alive, I just needed a break from all things furry.

Got a job now, whew~ 15 an hour, to vacuum classrooms. Sounds pretty good to me, and I don't get taxed either, whew~
Starting to draw again, starting with my markings.
Got a few new manga books. Now I have a little collection. xD

Chobits - manga 6
Pita ten - light novel 1 & 2
Q Ko-chan - manga 1 & 2
Nui! - manga 1
Yozakura quartet - manga 1 & 2

Oh, and I went to Empire Toys for their costume party on Halloween, and I got second prize. o__o
$50 voucher ftw~ [it's how I got the last 3 mangas mentioned xD]

Hmm.. What else.

Ooh! I graduated on tuesday night. Whew, go me~

Put on weight from all the drinking in the first half of the year. Bah. =____=
But don't feel too bad, seeing as I'm starting to lose some of it. Tehehe...

Um, other than that, I'm still the same ol' sleepy kitty as before, yay~

-Illusion<3

Simple kitty can be complex

Mon, 10 Mar 2008 09:10:56 GMT

[[Sorry if this seems like an essay... it's the way my mind works when I'm actually being intelligent speaking and poetic]]Though many usually see me as a little kitty, ignorant and slightly... I dunno, Uneducated.
But I've been talking with an overseas fur for the last hour, and it seems we have quite the same though patterns.
Most people reading this'll think, "God, the world doesn't revolve around you, bitch" but well... It's just the way my mind thinks of things.

Recently... Well, over the last two years, I've been passively thinking about myself, my purpose, my existence. My friend, Zared, somewhat agrees with me on this, so don't think it's just me that's thinking it. I've thought, that maybe, the world, the way everything is moving, evolving, transforming from one thing to another, is part of a story that someone, me possibly, has written while dead or not born yet, and it's being played out now like a movie. Everyone gets deja vu, so maybe, the deja vu is one remembering parts of the story that has been written, that they are currently going through.

Another thought, some people might see me as a Wiccan for saying this, but I'm not... I feel like every movement has a rippling effect on the rest of the world. I thought this when I was younger. I thought of doing one thing, like moving my arm from left to right, then would do the opposite. Somehow, I believe this changes the world in a way. Like the air that you have pushed in the different direction, has changed someone else's mind or thoughts, and it changes the outcome of something. Saying this, I don't mean that it changes the outcome of everything. I believe there is a final destination for everything, yet we are able, not always the person, but our surroundings, can change the path or the way the destination will be found.

Another thing we've been discussing is metaphors... I use a lot of metaphors in my mind, and in my msn name from songs. It lets my mind wander about things, and gives many possible relations to the first said metaphor. For instance, my msn name right now has a quote from a song, "Your soul's on fire", which, for me, refers to the soul of someone, going through some sort of pain, accomplishment or even an indescribable change.

Yet another subject we were discussing, that Zared even said he thinks he loves me for being so alike with him... We believe in fate, somewhat. Like... I dunno how to explain it properly. But, for me, I believe surgery is probably the worst thing ever invented [this was coming off a conversation about antidepressants...I'll say that part later]. We were born to be this way, and why should we change what we were made to be? People go for plastic surgery to change themselves, when it's natural to change, and it's just... I dunno, inhumane to change who you are meant to be. We both have had experiences with antidepressants, and I'm still on them. We both believe that we shouldn't take them, as we're taking drugs to effect who we were made to be, but I think it's safer for me to take them. >.>

We both like stressing people's shatterpoints... Though I prefer not to, because sometimes stressing them, can push them over the edge of their limits and well... shatter. By shatterpoint I mean... Well, I'll refer to Chobits with this one. When Freya is involved in the world, all persocoms around the place semi-shutdown, like they're just a shell. This is what I mean by shatterpoint... The point where the brain is still there, but the soul or the mind is gone. The body is just a shell.

Well... There's some of my mind complex. Probably not put into the best words that I can for everyone else to understand, but it makes sense to me, hopefully. D:

If anyone wants to comment, agreeing or objecting, or just plain commenting, feel free.
I want to hear about other people's thoughts on these things.

Writer's Block: I'm Taking It With Me

Thu, 24 Jan 2008 04:25:01 GMT

If you lived on a deserted island and could only have one photograph, which one would it be?

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Probably a picture of my mother... With my sister and our cats...
Though it would be terribly lonely if I was on the island alone.